So do songs. In my brain. On rainy days. Even when I am sitting in class, taking notes. The song continues. In my brain.
I only have three weeks of this term remaining. This has been the most difficult term yet. I'll take the appendectomy of winter 2011 over repeating this term again. Yeah. Rough. The end is in sight though. I have just a single year until I graduate. Aw.h.sum. I have already registered for Winter term. I now need to meet the electives section. Thank God.
Weeeel, I gotta hit the books. I've got a 5 page ART paper due the Sunday after Thanksgiving. Ouch. Hopefully my Prof. will receive it well. =D
All is well. That in itself is beautiful.
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Wednesday, November 16, 2011
Thursday, June 16, 2011
I am one of them
I was itching to write today (I began the beginning of June and finished today). Of all of my classes I miss my writing classes the most. I purposed today to take time and let my mind be creative.
As I sit and type I can hear the fridge humming, smell my coffee and feel the solitude and peace.
Ben took the kids on a fishing outing today. The house is quiet. This is the prefect time for my thoughts to express themselves.
I was chatting with a friend recently. She described our family as out of the surviving young family stage and into the settling down and in it for the long haul older family stage. She nailed it. I hadn't even realized we'd passed to the other side. Our discussions have bled from simplistic call and response to call, understand, teach, and respond, and then ask again. My kids do NOT want pat answers. They are thinkers. They are emotional and spiritual scientists. I am doing my darnedest to pray and give them guidance.
With this current stage I have found that the mile stones are becoming more structured. They are now looking forward to driving, dating, and defining careers. In this phase the accomplishments are more official, but still just as heartbreaking for me. The last symphony concert. The last day at elementary school. And then the FIRST day of middle school. That first bus ride alone. *sniff*
I guess I really haven't changed much since they were tots. I still cry during a first or last. I still crave a cuddle. The thing that has changed is that they are becoming who they will be. What a privilege for me to watch them become....them. Uh oh. I feel the tears coming.....
"Rejoice in the Lord always. I will say again: Rejoice! Let your gentleness be evident to all." Philippians 4:4+5
As I sit and type I can hear the fridge humming, smell my coffee and feel the solitude and peace.
Ben took the kids on a fishing outing today. The house is quiet. This is the prefect time for my thoughts to express themselves.
Mothers
Mothers are curious beings. In all my life I have never found a more profound or confusing creature. They strive for excellence and push themselves to the limit for their offspring. They cheer at games, argue about homework and complete the household tasks that the more faint of heart would not touch for a million dollars. It seems that the best Mom's are all the more contradicting. They educate and encourage their kids to greatness. How can this be a contradiction? Well, after all that encouragement, cheering and challenging, when the kid accomplishes the strove for task, you will find the Mother crying. Tears of joy none-the-less, but still tears. I did not know how very much they were this way until I joined the group called Mothers.
Before Ben and I married our plans were set. We would wait to begin having children until we had been married three years. There were many reasons for this decision. They were good, valid, and wise reasons. Due to this we were amazed to discover that I was pregnant a mere 3 months post wedding. I was on the pill and hadn't missed a dose in two months. I had just turned 20. I was a new bride, and I was pregnant. Our life was not happening according to our plan. The first lesson of motherhood was underway.
Esther was born after 38 hours of mind numbing labor. This family unit we created was what I had dreamed about since childhood. Ben worked hard at his job to enable me to stay home. As an accomplished baby sitter and nanny not much of infant/child care was a surprise to me. I loved caring for my baby. Sam was added to the family 12.5 months after Esther. A new normal was created. Then when Zach and Joe came we sort of "hunkered down", made our house in the 'couve home base, and barely survived. I have nothing but fond memories of those days, yet I really don't ever want to live through that again. Not even for a visit.
I'm sure you've read or heard that of all the family years the young family years are the most physically demanding. I can attest that fact was true for us. Between cutting teeth, potty training, emotional training, world view, loosing teeth and tutoring one barely has time to breathe. No wonder parents have a rough time scheduling their own play dates with friends their age, or arranging their own hair to be styled. Yet, we celebrated with every new tooth. Every nap that they awoke dry we partied. I would strive for the prize of teaching them accomplishment and when it was reached I chocked back tears. "This is what we've worked so hard for" I would think. But as she rode away without her training wheels I saw her driving to college and cried.
Esther was born after 38 hours of mind numbing labor. This family unit we created was what I had dreamed about since childhood. Ben worked hard at his job to enable me to stay home. As an accomplished baby sitter and nanny not much of infant/child care was a surprise to me. I loved caring for my baby. Sam was added to the family 12.5 months after Esther. A new normal was created. Then when Zach and Joe came we sort of "hunkered down", made our house in the 'couve home base, and barely survived. I have nothing but fond memories of those days, yet I really don't ever want to live through that again. Not even for a visit.
I'm sure you've read or heard that of all the family years the young family years are the most physically demanding. I can attest that fact was true for us. Between cutting teeth, potty training, emotional training, world view, loosing teeth and tutoring one barely has time to breathe. No wonder parents have a rough time scheduling their own play dates with friends their age, or arranging their own hair to be styled. Yet, we celebrated with every new tooth. Every nap that they awoke dry we partied. I would strive for the prize of teaching them accomplishment and when it was reached I chocked back tears. "This is what we've worked so hard for" I would think. But as she rode away without her training wheels I saw her driving to college and cried.
I was chatting with a friend recently. She described our family as out of the surviving young family stage and into the settling down and in it for the long haul older family stage. She nailed it. I hadn't even realized we'd passed to the other side. Our discussions have bled from simplistic call and response to call, understand, teach, and respond, and then ask again. My kids do NOT want pat answers. They are thinkers. They are emotional and spiritual scientists. I am doing my darnedest to pray and give them guidance.
With this current stage I have found that the mile stones are becoming more structured. They are now looking forward to driving, dating, and defining careers. In this phase the accomplishments are more official, but still just as heartbreaking for me. The last symphony concert. The last day at elementary school. And then the FIRST day of middle school. That first bus ride alone. *sniff*
I guess I really haven't changed much since they were tots. I still cry during a first or last. I still crave a cuddle. The thing that has changed is that they are becoming who they will be. What a privilege for me to watch them become....them. Uh oh. I feel the tears coming.....
"Rejoice in the Lord always. I will say again: Rejoice! Let your gentleness be evident to all." Philippians 4:4+5
Monday, February 14, 2011
When life throws you down, have surgery and get back up!
Oh, where to begin? Weeeell. We were all doing fine, great really. Ben has been going to class every Monday and Wednesday night. The kids are involved with church and, of course, school. I have been attending college full-time this term. We are also looking to purchase a new car and sell our old Honda (I use the term "we" very loosely here as Babe is the one who is accomplishing this for us).
I have class every Tuesday and Thursday and I work Monday, Wednesday and Friday. I woke up Thursday feeling under the weather and that feeling just continued to worsen as the day wore on. I checked on the kids and was on my way back upstairs when it "clicked". I was having a hard time pulling my right leg up to the next stair. Huuuh. It's almost like I had overworked my abs on just the right side. But I only had run 4 miles the previous day so I knew that wasn't it. The only other thing I could think of was.....appendicitis. But I was supposed to vomit with that right? Or at least be nauseous. I wasn't. I laid on the bed and pushed my lower, right abdomen. Wowzers. Yup, that hurt. When Ben got home he didn't even ask, he just helped me down the stairs and took me to the Immediate Care up the street. After 20min there they urgently requested that we go to the ER for an appendectomy.
By 12.30pm that next day (Friday 2/11/11) I was in recovery from surgery and by 6pm HOME! YAY! Modern medicine has it's perks. My entire operation was only 28min. Katie, my recovery nurse, said the speed was due to my "small body" and the enlarged organ. Nice.
Today is Monday and I am dressed and wearing a little make-up. I have been off pain meds since Saturday afternoon and I almost feel myself again! Now, back to life!....and homework!
Hopefully minus anymore surgeries.....
I have class every Tuesday and Thursday and I work Monday, Wednesday and Friday. I woke up Thursday feeling under the weather and that feeling just continued to worsen as the day wore on. I checked on the kids and was on my way back upstairs when it "clicked". I was having a hard time pulling my right leg up to the next stair. Huuuh. It's almost like I had overworked my abs on just the right side. But I only had run 4 miles the previous day so I knew that wasn't it. The only other thing I could think of was.....appendicitis. But I was supposed to vomit with that right? Or at least be nauseous. I wasn't. I laid on the bed and pushed my lower, right abdomen. Wowzers. Yup, that hurt. When Ben got home he didn't even ask, he just helped me down the stairs and took me to the Immediate Care up the street. After 20min there they urgently requested that we go to the ER for an appendectomy.
By 12.30pm that next day (Friday 2/11/11) I was in recovery from surgery and by 6pm HOME! YAY! Modern medicine has it's perks. My entire operation was only 28min. Katie, my recovery nurse, said the speed was due to my "small body" and the enlarged organ. Nice.
Today is Monday and I am dressed and wearing a little make-up. I have been off pain meds since Saturday afternoon and I almost feel myself again! Now, back to life!....and homework!
Hopefully minus anymore surgeries.....
Friday, December 10, 2010
I picked up the kids early from school....
....and we shopped. We ate. We rode. We listened. We bought. We sang. We lived. I am a blessed woman indeed. This is the life I always dreamed of. "For in him we live and move and have our being." Acts 17:28
P.S. My school term is DONE. I am baking cookies and planning ahead! I learned that I will need a MA in order to get my teaching licence. This is something unexpected. God knew. =) This is good! Still running....lost weight....running a 1/2 in May. Christmas is AROUND THE CORNER!
P.S. My school term is DONE. I am baking cookies and planning ahead! I learned that I will need a MA in order to get my teaching licence. This is something unexpected. God knew. =) This is good! Still running....lost weight....running a 1/2 in May. Christmas is AROUND THE CORNER!
Wednesday, November 17, 2010
just one day
This all we have left until THANKSGIVING break!!! My heart is flipping! I'm working Friday, then later Friday we have Ben's fam. over. YAY!!!!! Then taking my WR final and a MTH test Monday.....then.....DONE for the WEEK!!!!! Can you tell I'm excited? =D
Saturday, October 16, 2010
Virtual Constipation
I guess that's better than physical constipation. =D Well, it's time to clean this virtual 'body' out! I've been wanting to post but I've also been doing the needed things so my blog has gotten....backed up. At least it has in my brain.
*sigh* As I sit and type, the kids are watching their last of Saturday TV; we've got a full day. As most Sat. go, we're cleaning the entire house. But today we'll also be aiding Ben by organizing the garage and cleaning the back patio. This will be a gift to the Mamma. I love sitting and chatting with Babe at days end as we sip our wine. The treat will be to have that experience seated in front of an outdoor fireplace.....it's a beautiful thing and I CAN'T WAIT!
School is going good for us all. The kids LOVE their teachers and the new schedule. Babe will be taking a much needed break from college next term (he's taken math all 6 of his consecutive terms....ick). I'm taking Math 211 and Writing 121 and completely love my instructors. Both my teachers have earned doctorates in the classes their instructing. Dr. Nolan (MTH) is a quirky, random, grampa man (it shocked me at first but I'm learning this style keeps me on my toes)who is hard of hearing and Dr. Sanders is super organized and linear (which I dig). Mid terms are in about 10 days. Yay.
The remaining will be updates via photos.....I just can't get over the joy in our lives. God is good!
Our new toys. Ta-da!
The grasshopper before its legs and wings were mysteriously
"amputated". Zach.
Our house can hold company! This is proof at
how good Anna and I have it.
The before and after.
The process.......he was exited at first. Then came the chewing and brushing pain. =/
*sigh* As I sit and type, the kids are watching their last of Saturday TV; we've got a full day. As most Sat. go, we're cleaning the entire house. But today we'll also be aiding Ben by organizing the garage and cleaning the back patio. This will be a gift to the Mamma. I love sitting and chatting with Babe at days end as we sip our wine. The treat will be to have that experience seated in front of an outdoor fireplace.....it's a beautiful thing and I CAN'T WAIT!
School is going good for us all. The kids LOVE their teachers and the new schedule. Babe will be taking a much needed break from college next term (he's taken math all 6 of his consecutive terms....ick). I'm taking Math 211 and Writing 121 and completely love my instructors. Both my teachers have earned doctorates in the classes their instructing. Dr. Nolan (MTH) is a quirky, random, grampa man (it shocked me at first but I'm learning this style keeps me on my toes)who is hard of hearing and Dr. Sanders is super organized and linear (which I dig). Mid terms are in about 10 days. Yay.
The remaining will be updates via photos.....I just can't get over the joy in our lives. God is good!
Our new toys. Ta-da!
The grasshopper before its legs and wings were mysteriously
"amputated". Zach.
Our house can hold company! This is proof at
how good Anna and I have it.
The before and after.
The process.......he was exited at first. Then came the chewing and brushing pain. =/
The jog-a-thon yesterday (aka the kids' marathon....=). Since Ben completed the Portland all the kids were in on the process. Pace yourself. Breathe. A few days before the 'thon Joey came to me and wanted to make sure they get their "carb load" the night before the big race. Yup. Oh, and I just look ticked. I'm not really. =] Totals: Es and Sam-2 miles; The Twins-1.75 miles; Mamma-4 miles.
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
Are we there yet?
With Ben and my goals in regard to school (and when finals were looming) I begin to question my reasoning's for why we started in the first place. These feelings seem to be prolific whenever mid-terms or finals are approaching (or waiting for that final grade. Sheesh, time does creep!). Hmmmm. I wonder. THEN as I look at the road ahead all I can see are many, Many, MANY years of college ahead. Oh, that sounds SUPER fun. (Sorry, but I'm very sarcastic!)
ADD the fact that we're trying to move to a certain area to enable the kids to attend a certain H.S.......and that certain area is an increase in rent which translates to longer term renting and less savings.
THE solution to this algebraic-life-equation is....PRAY and follow peace and wisdom.
The rest is up to an All Knowing and Loving God who will NEVER lead us astray.
That is when I can rest. That is when time seems to fade and become less of a concern. This is when we look to His face and realise there really is peace like a river.
No matter what life swings at me; no matter if I fail the algebraic test or not; no matter if we get that house in the district we want or not; He is good. He is God. I am His.
This is sweetness and I could not ask for more.
ADD the fact that we're trying to move to a certain area to enable the kids to attend a certain H.S.......and that certain area is an increase in rent which translates to longer term renting and less savings.
THE solution to this algebraic-life-equation is....PRAY and follow peace and wisdom.
The rest is up to an All Knowing and Loving God who will NEVER lead us astray.
That is when I can rest. That is when time seems to fade and become less of a concern. This is when we look to His face and realise there really is peace like a river.
No matter what life swings at me; no matter if I fail the algebraic test or not; no matter if we get that house in the district we want or not; He is good. He is God. I am His.
This is sweetness and I could not ask for more.
Saturday, July 24, 2010
This is a test of the emergency broadcasting system. If this were an actual emergency....
I heard the familiar voice and bleeps then read these words the other day. I chuckled when the confused kids asked why this was on the t.v. HA!
This summer has been full. Full of laughs and new plans. Full of growing kids with big questions. Full of movies, camping in the back yard and sleeping in beds (swapping beds basically). This is my favorite time of year. The salads, the bbq's, the lemonade, the warmth and NO SCHOOL!
Okay, this year that last one is only partly true. Ben and I are both taking Advanced Algebra through the summer. Babe's class is online and mine is MW, 9 to 12.20 (with and additional 2-4hrs of HW each week). Suck-o-rama. I didn't realise how much this class would cramp my summer style. I will defiantly ready to be done in 2.5 weeks.
This summer has been one of discovery. I've learned, even more of, what's important to me. I've learned that my kids are amazing. They're still kids, but they're my very most favorite on the planet. I've learned the sacrifices of living without A/C in our home and vehicles. I've learned to live without a dryer. I've learned which neighbors smoke mair-high-wanna. I've learned when to be more gracious to myself and when to push. I've learned what a wise Man I'm married to.
With this learning comes change. The first is that we'll be renting for a longer period that we thought. We could push to buy, but since we have a sm. emergency fund and very little down payment it would be unwise for how. We're hoping to move closer to the kids school to save time and $$$. This is proving to be a challenging feat. We have our self imposed rent restriction amount and we want a certain size indoor and out. These ideals don't always match to the craigslist postings! We figure we can stand to live here another 6 months at most but ideally would prefer to move before fall. Only God knows! This is all due to Ben's amazing financial wisdom. Thanks for working so hard Babe!
Another change is.....dun....dun.....dun.....I am possibly NOT running the marathon this year. When I first started thinking this way I was BUMMED OUT but it is just not fitting with our life right now. The kids still need me alot and then there's HW and my own school. I'm still running (I ran and walked a total of under 8 miles today) I just am not pushing myself nearly as hard. I'm still trying to gradually increase but just not nearly as quickly. Let me tell ya. Once I resigned to the no marathon life.....I was more at peace. YAY! Thank God.
What's in store for fall? School and work; that's all that is certain! Oh....and fun, fun, fun 'till daddy takes the t-bird away! I hope he really doesn't....I love that car. =)
This summer has been full. Full of laughs and new plans. Full of growing kids with big questions. Full of movies, camping in the back yard and sleeping in beds (swapping beds basically). This is my favorite time of year. The salads, the bbq's, the lemonade, the warmth and NO SCHOOL!
Okay, this year that last one is only partly true. Ben and I are both taking Advanced Algebra through the summer. Babe's class is online and mine is MW, 9 to 12.20 (with and additional 2-4hrs of HW each week). Suck-o-rama. I didn't realise how much this class would cramp my summer style. I will defiantly ready to be done in 2.5 weeks.
This summer has been one of discovery. I've learned, even more of, what's important to me. I've learned that my kids are amazing. They're still kids, but they're my very most favorite on the planet. I've learned the sacrifices of living without A/C in our home and vehicles. I've learned to live without a dryer. I've learned which neighbors smoke mair-high-wanna. I've learned when to be more gracious to myself and when to push. I've learned what a wise Man I'm married to.
With this learning comes change. The first is that we'll be renting for a longer period that we thought. We could push to buy, but since we have a sm. emergency fund and very little down payment it would be unwise for how. We're hoping to move closer to the kids school to save time and $$$. This is proving to be a challenging feat. We have our self imposed rent restriction amount and we want a certain size indoor and out. These ideals don't always match to the craigslist postings! We figure we can stand to live here another 6 months at most but ideally would prefer to move before fall. Only God knows! This is all due to Ben's amazing financial wisdom. Thanks for working so hard Babe!
Another change is.....dun....dun.....dun.....I am possibly NOT running the marathon this year. When I first started thinking this way I was BUMMED OUT but it is just not fitting with our life right now. The kids still need me alot and then there's HW and my own school. I'm still running (I ran and walked a total of under 8 miles today) I just am not pushing myself nearly as hard. I'm still trying to gradually increase but just not nearly as quickly. Let me tell ya. Once I resigned to the no marathon life.....I was more at peace. YAY! Thank God.
What's in store for fall? School and work; that's all that is certain! Oh....and fun, fun, fun 'till daddy takes the t-bird away! I hope he really doesn't....I love that car. =)
Sunday, April 25, 2010
xy = x (y) .....and this is my life
I've been negligent of my blog. In my defence it hasn't been purposeful but the natural consequence of a busy Mom. =)
So, for my own documentation, I'm going to type my schedule for this term down.
Monday & Wednesday**5.40-up, dressed and face washed. 5.50-6.15Coffee poured, Bible read and prayed. 6.20 sandwiches started and laundry or dishes started. 6.30-kids up. 6.40-kiss Ben bye. 6.55-kids eating and sandwiches completed. 7.05-my breakfast. 7.15-start Pesorita so she's warm for the drive. 7.28- on the road to the kids school. 7.45-kids to school and on my way to my campus. 8.15-at campus and studying. 9-11.20-algebra. 11.20-1-homework and lunch. 1-2.50English lit. then leave to get kids by 3.30. 3.55-home. Then the kids complete their homework, Ben gets home and we eat dinner. Essy usually has more homework after dinner then it's beddy-bye for the kids! Then Ben and I finish up some of our homework and hit the hay.
Tuesday & Thursday** The only portion that changes is that instead of going to my campus I run at the kids school. Then study or work for Nana. Thursday is no homework night and we watch a movie.
Friday**The Lewis Quartet don't have school (hip-hip-hooray!) but they do need to complete their week-end homework (as do I if I have any left). This is the day I complete a weight work out.
Saturday**PLAY DAY!!!! YAY!!!! Then we finish homework and Ben and I complete our 'big'
run (it's been at least 10 mi. these days).
Sunday**Church and ball games and getting ready for Monday.....=)
Running has been okay. I've been battling lower back, hip and knee pain. That's been difficult to push through but even with all that pain I completed 12 miles (11.70 min. miles). YAY!
My instructors are hilarious. I find myself baffled that I am often the only one who laughs out loud in class. Then that makes me even more giddy and it's even more difficult not to laugh. BOTHER! I'm glad I get the jokes. Maybe the classes are too early/late for the others to get it??? Who knows!
And this, Folks, is my life!
So, for my own documentation, I'm going to type my schedule for this term down.
Monday & Wednesday**5.40-up, dressed and face washed. 5.50-6.15Coffee poured, Bible read and prayed. 6.20 sandwiches started and laundry or dishes started. 6.30-kids up. 6.40-kiss Ben bye. 6.55-kids eating and sandwiches completed. 7.05-my breakfast. 7.15-start Pesorita so she's warm for the drive. 7.28- on the road to the kids school. 7.45-kids to school and on my way to my campus. 8.15-at campus and studying. 9-11.20-algebra. 11.20-1-homework and lunch. 1-2.50English lit. then leave to get kids by 3.30. 3.55-home. Then the kids complete their homework, Ben gets home and we eat dinner. Essy usually has more homework after dinner then it's beddy-bye for the kids! Then Ben and I finish up some of our homework and hit the hay.
Tuesday & Thursday** The only portion that changes is that instead of going to my campus I run at the kids school. Then study or work for Nana. Thursday is no homework night and we watch a movie.
Friday**The Lewis Quartet don't have school (hip-hip-hooray!) but they do need to complete their week-end homework (as do I if I have any left). This is the day I complete a weight work out.
Saturday**PLAY DAY!!!! YAY!!!! Then we finish homework and Ben and I complete our 'big'
run (it's been at least 10 mi. these days).
Sunday**Church and ball games and getting ready for Monday.....=)
Running has been okay. I've been battling lower back, hip and knee pain. That's been difficult to push through but even with all that pain I completed 12 miles (11.70 min. miles). YAY!
My instructors are hilarious. I find myself baffled that I am often the only one who laughs out loud in class. Then that makes me even more giddy and it's even more difficult not to laugh. BOTHER! I'm glad I get the jokes. Maybe the classes are too early/late for the others to get it??? Who knows!
And this, Folks, is my life!
Saturday, January 30, 2010
Stuffing.....and I'm not talkin' turkey either.
Yeah. I know what you're thinking right now. Katy's given up her blog in favor of another social networking site. I can see your dissapointement as the realisation hits. You really looked forward to my posts and the thought of never reading antoher is nearly to much to bear. Weeeell, I must say....don't give up on me yet!
I have live more life in the past three week than I I normally do in two regular months. Here's just a itsy-bitsy, condensed update.
At the end of last year I signed Ben and I up for parenting classes. The next week-end the Twins had their 8th b-day. The next week-end Ben was diagnosed with vertigo in the E.R. and did NOTHING to help him (we later found out vertigo is a SYMPTOM not a diagnosis....brilliant). I stated the 2nd week of school while Ben was home and the ENT wouldn't see him. That day I took my first college Algebra exam and cried more than I had in a VERY long time. We were very scared. Ben recovered from the Chicken pox that lodged in his inner ear for a week (it caused the vertigo. It was so severe that he couldn't walk on his own. I literally had to do nearly everything for him). The Wed. of that week I had to call and let the counselor for the parenting class that we'd be there next week (even though I wasn't sure we would be). Ben celebrated his birthday. His parents came up even though he was hopped up on Valium (the conversations were funny!). He went to work that Monday and began catching up on the first two week of college courses. All through this I had the every day tasks to accomplish. Laundry, dishes, kids to school, my school and studying. It was a trying time and yet I was overwhelmed by the fact that we have it good 90%. It is times like this that make me thankful for the good times.
NOW....running. Or is it RUNNING....now? Heh. Either way I've got the 411 for ya. I'm probably gonna give you more than you really want but that's just me. I go above and beyond....*smile*
Three weeks ago I ran 6, 11 min. miles. It sucked (and we're not even allowed to use that word in our family....shhh....don't tell Ben or the kids for that matter). I am in no way exaggerating either. Hills and raining with road grit in my teeth. Uggg.
A week ago Tue. I ran 4. Then this Tue. I ran 3.5. Today Ben and I started our new marathon training program and ran 3 miles. Next Saturday we're supposed to run 5. Then 6. Then 7.....after that....death. :0) I'm kidding.
Right now I'm 5'7'' and 154 pounds. By the completion of the 'thon I hope to be 140 and 5'10''.....you've never heard of 'thon participants growing taller?.....heh. I haven't yet taken my measurements but I will soon and post those too. This is going to be the beginning of my up.front.and.personal.ness.
Now for the good stuff....my wine! I hope you enjoy the remaining week-end and see you when I'm three inches taller. That is unless I'll see you previous to October. That's when all the magic happens.
I have live more life in the past three week than I I normally do in two regular months. Here's just a itsy-bitsy, condensed update.
At the end of last year I signed Ben and I up for parenting classes. The next week-end the Twins had their 8th b-day. The next week-end Ben was diagnosed with vertigo in the E.R. and did NOTHING to help him (we later found out vertigo is a SYMPTOM not a diagnosis....brilliant). I stated the 2nd week of school while Ben was home and the ENT wouldn't see him. That day I took my first college Algebra exam and cried more than I had in a VERY long time. We were very scared. Ben recovered from the Chicken pox that lodged in his inner ear for a week (it caused the vertigo. It was so severe that he couldn't walk on his own. I literally had to do nearly everything for him). The Wed. of that week I had to call and let the counselor for the parenting class that we'd be there next week (even though I wasn't sure we would be). Ben celebrated his birthday. His parents came up even though he was hopped up on Valium (the conversations were funny!). He went to work that Monday and began catching up on the first two week of college courses. All through this I had the every day tasks to accomplish. Laundry, dishes, kids to school, my school and studying. It was a trying time and yet I was overwhelmed by the fact that we have it good 90%. It is times like this that make me thankful for the good times.
NOW....running. Or is it RUNNING....now? Heh. Either way I've got the 411 for ya. I'm probably gonna give you more than you really want but that's just me. I go above and beyond....*smile*
Three weeks ago I ran 6, 11 min. miles. It sucked (and we're not even allowed to use that word in our family....shhh....don't tell Ben or the kids for that matter). I am in no way exaggerating either. Hills and raining with road grit in my teeth. Uggg.
A week ago Tue. I ran 4. Then this Tue. I ran 3.5. Today Ben and I started our new marathon training program and ran 3 miles. Next Saturday we're supposed to run 5. Then 6. Then 7.....after that....death. :0) I'm kidding.
Right now I'm 5'7'' and 154 pounds. By the completion of the 'thon I hope to be 140 and 5'10''.....you've never heard of 'thon participants growing taller?.....heh. I haven't yet taken my measurements but I will soon and post those too. This is going to be the beginning of my up.front.and.personal.ness.
Now for the good stuff....my wine! I hope you enjoy the remaining week-end and see you when I'm three inches taller. That is unless I'll see you previous to October. That's when all the magic happens.
Wednesday, January 6, 2010
I've written the numbers for the new year only.....
.....three times. When I begin the writing of the year I've had to pause directly after my pencil moves to start the next zero. Then I remember. 20*pause*10. Right! I guess after writing the same set of four numerals hundreds of times I should expect a time of transition.
And moving on.....
Do you make New Year resolutions? I don't. For two simple reasons. 1) Resolutions tend to be extreme and flippant. I choose to make goals instead. 2) I think it's silly to wait for a certain day to make a promise or goal. Why wait 'till the beginning? Start at whatever day you happen to be on!
I am excited for this new year. I look forward to all it has in store; tears, goals set and attained, memories made, purposes, challenges, laughs, long car rides, new clothes, growth and wisdom. This year will usher a close to one school year and open another. New babies will be born. Ages will advance and inches will be added to growing children. Marathons will be completed. Hopes fulfilled and dreams realized. Patience will be exercised and sacrifices made.
Who knows what this coming year will hold? God does. It will hold all the above and even more. Some events will make me want to sing while others will try to help me understand just how big He is. In all things there will be good. Good because we are His.
"May the Lord bless you and protect you. May the Lord smile on you and be gracious to you. May the Lord show you his favor and give you his peace." Num. 6:24-26 NLT
And moving on.....
Do you make New Year resolutions? I don't. For two simple reasons. 1) Resolutions tend to be extreme and flippant. I choose to make goals instead. 2) I think it's silly to wait for a certain day to make a promise or goal. Why wait 'till the beginning? Start at whatever day you happen to be on!
I am excited for this new year. I look forward to all it has in store; tears, goals set and attained, memories made, purposes, challenges, laughs, long car rides, new clothes, growth and wisdom. This year will usher a close to one school year and open another. New babies will be born. Ages will advance and inches will be added to growing children. Marathons will be completed. Hopes fulfilled and dreams realized. Patience will be exercised and sacrifices made.
Who knows what this coming year will hold? God does. It will hold all the above and even more. Some events will make me want to sing while others will try to help me understand just how big He is. In all things there will be good. Good because we are His.
"May the Lord bless you and protect you. May the Lord smile on you and be gracious to you. May the Lord show you his favor and give you his peace." Num. 6:24-26 NLT
Monday, November 2, 2009
Hey you!
I sometimes can't tell the Twins apart and I end up saying "Hey you" instead of using the wrong name. Seriously. I cannot tell my two boys apart. Just that admission caused me to think. Am I ashamed of that fact? To tell the truth, I think it's kinda humorous!
My kids have been fighting fevers this week-end. I'm glad that they all went through it the same time. Not that I wished it on them. As I was cuddling with Joey we were carrying on a conversation. In this talk I asked him if he's ever sad to be a Twin. He was confused at first then I clarified by saying "Do you ever just want to be Joe and not be confused with Zachy?" He said he didn't mind being a twin but that he'd like it if people could get the name right. I realized (just this moment matter-of-fact) that this should be my way of purposing to love Joe. He really wants us to call him by his name. Not the generics which I tend to do. Hey Bud. Hey Dude. Hey Man. He wants.....Hey Joe! This will be my mission. I think I just deceived myself that I was too busy to get it right or even try. Gosh. That's such a selfish statement! It's true though.
I'm aware of this self absorption due largely to the book (unschool related) I'm reading right now. It's titled "Blue Like Jazz" by Donald Miller. It's non-fiction but it reads like a novel and I LOVE it. LOVE PEOPLE! It's frank, funny and challenges the reader. It makes one think about why one believes what one does and why we process things the way we do. Good stuff! I couldn't put it down.
Since the kids have been feeling under the weather I've had time to think. I've noticed how much has been on my/our plate(s). I studied and took my midterm today (thanks Mom for watching The Charges!) and Ben and I went on a 1.5 miles run then walked another 3/4 miles. I was reminded several times how hard Ben and the kids work to keep our family working smoothly. I noticed this mostly when I had to pick up the slack in activities normally completed by the children but since they needed rest I was the completer. They work HARD and I'm thankful. (They are on the mend by the way.)
I was also reminded by a friend that we need to be thankful in ALL situation. She reminded me a story about Corrie Ten Boom getting lice and how God worked miracles because they had lice. The gist is that we never know what God's plan is in most situations. Just because something is painful or uncomfortable or seems inconsequential does NOT mean it's bad or that the event has no purpose. For all things work together for good. All things. That's a pretty large amount of things. =o,
My job is to trust the One who knows the number and activities of my days and not to worry about how everything fits together.
Now lets all lift our glasses and cheer to surrender. CHEERS! I'm drinking spiked tea. How 'bout you? =)
My kids have been fighting fevers this week-end. I'm glad that they all went through it the same time. Not that I wished it on them. As I was cuddling with Joey we were carrying on a conversation. In this talk I asked him if he's ever sad to be a Twin. He was confused at first then I clarified by saying "Do you ever just want to be Joe and not be confused with Zachy?" He said he didn't mind being a twin but that he'd like it if people could get the name right. I realized (just this moment matter-of-fact) that this should be my way of purposing to love Joe. He really wants us to call him by his name. Not the generics which I tend to do. Hey Bud. Hey Dude. Hey Man. He wants.....Hey Joe! This will be my mission. I think I just deceived myself that I was too busy to get it right or even try. Gosh. That's such a selfish statement! It's true though.
I'm aware of this self absorption due largely to the book (unschool related) I'm reading right now. It's titled "Blue Like Jazz" by Donald Miller. It's non-fiction but it reads like a novel and I LOVE it. LOVE PEOPLE! It's frank, funny and challenges the reader. It makes one think about why one believes what one does and why we process things the way we do. Good stuff! I couldn't put it down.
Since the kids have been feeling under the weather I've had time to think. I've noticed how much has been on my/our plate(s). I studied and took my midterm today (thanks Mom for watching The Charges!) and Ben and I went on a 1.5 miles run then walked another 3/4 miles. I was reminded several times how hard Ben and the kids work to keep our family working smoothly. I noticed this mostly when I had to pick up the slack in activities normally completed by the children but since they needed rest I was the completer. They work HARD and I'm thankful. (They are on the mend by the way.)
I was also reminded by a friend that we need to be thankful in ALL situation. She reminded me a story about Corrie Ten Boom getting lice and how God worked miracles because they had lice. The gist is that we never know what God's plan is in most situations. Just because something is painful or uncomfortable or seems inconsequential does NOT mean it's bad or that the event has no purpose. For all things work together for good. All things. That's a pretty large amount of things. =o,
My job is to trust the One who knows the number and activities of my days and not to worry about how everything fits together.
Now lets all lift our glasses and cheer to surrender. CHEERS! I'm drinking spiked tea. How 'bout you? =)
Monday, October 19, 2009
313
Get ready for it..............
Once posted, this will be my three hundred thirteenth post. Wow. No no, hold the applause please. I now will deliver my appreciation speech. I want to thank God for he was the one who REALLY invented the Internet (unlike some politicians claim). I also want to thank my family. Without my family......there would be nothing amusing to blab....er....blog about. =D
Ahem, as I reel myself back to reality and the reason for this post.....
Things are in full swing now. Kids (swinging) from the rafters alongside the brain that my skull used to house. Heh. Kidding. No crime scene tape here. But we have nicely gotten back into the routine, though, and I am thankful. This years transition to fall wasn't nearly as pailful for me as last years; smooth as silk. We've even had more on our plates this year too. That is something to be eternally grateful for. Thank you God. The kids are glad that I'm better adjusted. I was freak-o-Mamma at the beginning of last year. *sigh* Poor Babies.
Ben and I are enjoying college and we're getting gggggggreat grades! YAY! It does start to make one feel like there is much to do with little left over. I remind myself often that whenever we say 'yes' to one activity we are also saying 'no' to another. We're working on making sure we are doing what God's will is for us. Whew. That's really the hardest part.
As I was checking the last of my garden tonight I realized something. There is something endearing to me about fall. With that thought came instant regret for it. I've cheated on summer yet again. Don't misunderstand; I.LOVE.SUMMER. but there is a coziness about fall. That is, if I'm not shivering out'ta my skin. I'm sure that most of this endearment comes from the fact that I'm content. God is good. That is all I need. Whatever comes I am secure because He is wonderful. -Even when the rain falls, even when the flood starts risin'. Even when the storm comes I am washed by the water.-Needtobreathe "Washed by the Water"
Gosh. That got deep. Hmmmm. I must end on a light note......*breath catching in throat* Ben and I are......going to.....the NEEDTOBREATHE concert! OMGosh! Seriously; my heart just stopped for a second. Serious. If you havn't been able to tell, I'm SUPER excited! YYYYYYYYYEEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSS! That's just a taste of how thrilled I am. Pretty lame huh? Ahhhh, but you can't see my face! Heh-heh. It's elated.
I will post photo's of our adventures tomorrow.
Once posted, this will be my three hundred thirteenth post. Wow. No no, hold the applause please. I now will deliver my appreciation speech. I want to thank God for he was the one who REALLY invented the Internet (unlike some politicians claim). I also want to thank my family. Without my family......there would be nothing amusing to blab....er....blog about. =D
Ahem, as I reel myself back to reality and the reason for this post.....
Things are in full swing now. Kids (swinging) from the rafters alongside the brain that my skull used to house. Heh. Kidding. No crime scene tape here. But we have nicely gotten back into the routine, though, and I am thankful. This years transition to fall wasn't nearly as pailful for me as last years; smooth as silk. We've even had more on our plates this year too. That is something to be eternally grateful for. Thank you God. The kids are glad that I'm better adjusted. I was freak-o-Mamma at the beginning of last year. *sigh* Poor Babies.
Ben and I are enjoying college and we're getting gggggggreat grades! YAY! It does start to make one feel like there is much to do with little left over. I remind myself often that whenever we say 'yes' to one activity we are also saying 'no' to another. We're working on making sure we are doing what God's will is for us. Whew. That's really the hardest part.
As I was checking the last of my garden tonight I realized something. There is something endearing to me about fall. With that thought came instant regret for it. I've cheated on summer yet again. Don't misunderstand; I.LOVE.SUMMER. but there is a coziness about fall. That is, if I'm not shivering out'ta my skin. I'm sure that most of this endearment comes from the fact that I'm content. God is good. That is all I need. Whatever comes I am secure because He is wonderful. -Even when the rain falls, even when the flood starts risin'. Even when the storm comes I am washed by the water.-Needtobreathe "Washed by the Water"
Gosh. That got deep. Hmmmm. I must end on a light note......*breath catching in throat* Ben and I are......going to.....the NEEDTOBREATHE concert! OMGosh! Seriously; my heart just stopped for a second. Serious. If you havn't been able to tell, I'm SUPER excited! YYYYYYYYYEEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSS! That's just a taste of how thrilled I am. Pretty lame huh? Ahhhh, but you can't see my face! Heh-heh. It's elated.
I will post photo's of our adventures tomorrow.
Friday, October 2, 2009
The funny things
I've been trying to really listen to the kids lately. Here are a few funny/cutesy things I've been told or overheard:
Es-While we were all singing Home on the Range she stopped and said "Oh. I thought it was 'where the deer and the cantelope played!'"
Joey-While waiting for our movie, Up, to start (it was darker inside the theater), he looked back at Ben and I with a twinkle in his eye and said "This is so romantic!" He was smiling his HUGE smile.
Es-We've been listening to Anne of Green Gables on c-d while driving to school and back. The kids LOVE it and so do I. On the way home she asked "I was wondering. Could I fix your hair tomorrow before you leave (to a Women's retreat)?" She later told me that she wanted to do a bun. Why? Because I have available hair and 'cause of Anne! It'd be too hard for her to do her own.
Zach-While waiting for him to exit the bathroom Ben said "What are you doing Dude?" With disappointment in his voice and down cast eyes he responded "I was killing the fruit flies." I walked over and saw the hilarity. Zachy had been using our spray air freshener to 'kill' the flies.....on the mirror no less. As we were admonishing him never, ever to do that again he was walking up the stairs and we were snickering.
Sam-While at a play ground with a very tall structure he said "I'm getting rid of my fear of heights." He then proceeded to climb, only part way and well below the Twins, up the structure. He ended up touching one of the Twins' shoes.
Sam-"Have you (Dad) ever read Calvin and Hoobs?"
Es-While we were all singing Home on the Range she stopped and said "Oh. I thought it was 'where the deer and the cantelope played!'"
Joey-While waiting for our movie, Up, to start (it was darker inside the theater), he looked back at Ben and I with a twinkle in his eye and said "This is so romantic!" He was smiling his HUGE smile.
Es-We've been listening to Anne of Green Gables on c-d while driving to school and back. The kids LOVE it and so do I. On the way home she asked "I was wondering. Could I fix your hair tomorrow before you leave (to a Women's retreat)?" She later told me that she wanted to do a bun. Why? Because I have available hair and 'cause of Anne! It'd be too hard for her to do her own.
Zach-While waiting for him to exit the bathroom Ben said "What are you doing Dude?" With disappointment in his voice and down cast eyes he responded "I was killing the fruit flies." I walked over and saw the hilarity. Zachy had been using our spray air freshener to 'kill' the flies.....on the mirror no less. As we were admonishing him never, ever to do that again he was walking up the stairs and we were snickering.
Sam-While at a play ground with a very tall structure he said "I'm getting rid of my fear of heights." He then proceeded to climb, only part way and well below the Twins, up the structure. He ended up touching one of the Twins' shoes.
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Ain't life grand? Why, yes. Yes it is.
Saturday, September 26, 2009
From the first day of school 'til now
in pictures. Life still rolls along even though we're busier. And kids are still kids.....even with a busier schedule. That is a fantastic thing. Our church is starting a Bible study called "One Month to Live". The introductory lesson was all about learning to "count our days". We are given this moment and I pray I pay attention to each one!
Friday, September 25, 2009
I don't really have time to post but I need to
O.K. There has been much activity at our house lately. Ben and I had our first classes this past week and Wednesday night church started up for the kids again. It's been challenging to juggle the kid's school/house work/Ben's school/food prep/my school/working out. We are just VERY scheduled and say no to alot of extra curricular activities and that's that! Ben has also rocked at helping. The hardest day is Monday. I have class in the AM and Ben needs to leave for his by 5 PM so I'm left to myself with everything (prep for the next day, kids homework, cook dinner, clean and kids in bed) that night (he doesn't return until 9.15).
I've learned that if I don't get EVERYTHING for the next day organized and prepared for, that next day is a HUGE catastrophe. It only happened once and it was only 1/2 a catastrophe but that was enough!
It's actually gone much easier than I thought. Compared to last year's start, this year has been a cake walk! Thank God (and I do often)!
I'm sure I'll have some cute post later......I'm sure. =D
I've learned that if I don't get EVERYTHING for the next day organized and prepared for, that next day is a HUGE catastrophe. It only happened once and it was only 1/2 a catastrophe but that was enough!
It's actually gone much easier than I thought. Compared to last year's start, this year has been a cake walk! Thank God (and I do often)!
I'm sure I'll have some cute post later......I'm sure. =D
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
One Load
This post is more to remind me of life lived than anything else.
This one load of laundry=13 shirts, 10 underwears, 9 reg. shorts, 5 athletic shorts, 1 pair of pants and 1 pair of socks. You can see part of my laundry line in the background. I sure hope all the items are dry before the rain hits. That is, if the guy is right about rain.in.August. There should be a law against it.
Thursday, July 30, 2009
A Few Days Ago 'till Yesterday
It's hot. Here in Oregon we've been experiencing a record breaking heat wave. I'm not sure what we'd do if Ben hadn't found (from craigslist and I think they were free) and saved two window a.c. unites from a few years ago. I love the warmth of summer but this is a bit much. I can handle up to 90 for a while. This will be the fourth day over 104. Yowsa!
The following will be a glimpse of our lives the past few days. We've had fun. ;)
Saturday, our cleaning day.
Last night. The kids have had a BLAST with Lego's the
Me teaching bad habits.
Zach learning bad habits ;)
The following will be a glimpse of our lives the past few days. We've had fun. ;)
Last Friday
The produce from our garden turned into 'carrot people' by Essy.
The produce from our garden turned into 'carrot people' by Essy.
She used Barbie accessories and Polly Pocket clothes and hair to dress them. Yes, that'd be a golf club that the 'dad' is holding. Notice the 'babies' in the pram.
Saturday, our cleaning day.
Last night. The kids have had a BLAST with Lego's the
past several days. It dosn't show in the photo but the
floor is covered with them (and has been for the past 4
days). :/
Fooling around with the camera.
Fooling around with the camera.
Learning to take photo's of oneself. First try.
Second try.
Second try.
Me teaching bad habits.
Zach learning bad habits ;)
Friday, July 17, 2009
Sunday, July 5, 2009
Haven't
I know. Strange title. Fits with the author, though, doesn't it? *grin* It's okay, the kids tell me constantly that I'm weird. Just living' up to their expectations! =D
I have totally enjoyed summer vacation (and it's not even over yet)! TOTALLY! On the way to church today I was so thankful that I wasn't required to dive everyday. *ahhh* Nice. This is heaven to me. I was reminded of all the 'haven'ts' I've been thankful for.
I haven't:
1. Had to drive to school four-days-ah-week. Yea!
2. Made the kids lunch everyday (they make their own!).
3. Set my alarm even one day since school let out. Yes, I do get out'ta bed! But I get to 'sleep in' until 6.30. Oh.So.Nice!
4. Made dinner consistently. Ben loves to b-b-q and that's our staple during the summer.
5. Gone grocery shopping alone. The kids are a huge, Huge, HUGE help at Winco. They help me acquire the items and cut our time by 1/4. Thanks guys!
6. Missed driving.at.all. Although, it was weird to drive today. I hadn't driven since last Sunday. I better keep up on my driving or else I'm soon to forget....right? Or is it like riding a bike, you never forget?
7. Missed the kiddo's! I LOVE, almost, every aspect of them. =-]
8. Missed coffee one day.
9. Ran a marathon. Someday....maybe. ;)
Summer ROCKS! We were able to spend 5 nights in Eagle Crest and Ben was able to take 9 days off in the middle or our vacation. I don't think I have to convey what a treat that was. We are blessed!
I'll leave you with a question; Do children grow at a greater speed in the summer or does it just seem that way? I say they do. They eat more, they grow more.....right?
Picts of our vaca soon.
I have totally enjoyed summer vacation (and it's not even over yet)! TOTALLY! On the way to church today I was so thankful that I wasn't required to dive everyday. *ahhh* Nice. This is heaven to me. I was reminded of all the 'haven'ts' I've been thankful for.
I haven't:
1. Had to drive to school four-days-ah-week. Yea!
2. Made the kids lunch everyday (they make their own!).
3. Set my alarm even one day since school let out. Yes, I do get out'ta bed! But I get to 'sleep in' until 6.30. Oh.So.Nice!
4. Made dinner consistently. Ben loves to b-b-q and that's our staple during the summer.
5. Gone grocery shopping alone. The kids are a huge, Huge, HUGE help at Winco. They help me acquire the items and cut our time by 1/4. Thanks guys!
6. Missed driving.at.all. Although, it was weird to drive today. I hadn't driven since last Sunday. I better keep up on my driving or else I'm soon to forget....right? Or is it like riding a bike, you never forget?
7. Missed the kiddo's! I LOVE, almost, every aspect of them. =-]
8. Missed coffee one day.
9. Ran a marathon. Someday....maybe. ;)
Summer ROCKS! We were able to spend 5 nights in Eagle Crest and Ben was able to take 9 days off in the middle or our vacation. I don't think I have to convey what a treat that was. We are blessed!
I'll leave you with a question; Do children grow at a greater speed in the summer or does it just seem that way? I say they do. They eat more, they grow more.....right?
Picts of our vaca soon.
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